Happiness is a journey, not a destination...

Lousy melody but nice lyrics.

2010-02-27T14:20:00.001+08:00

Olivia Newton-John

If You Love Me (Let Me Know)

You came when I was happy in your sunshine
I grew to love you more each passing day
Before too long I built my world around you
And I prayed you'd love enough of me to stay

If you love me let me know
If you don't then let me go
I can't take another minute
Of a day without you in it
If you love me let it be
If you don't then set me free
Take the chains away
That keep me loving you

The arms that open wide to hold me closer
The hands that run their fingers through my hair
The smile that says "hello, it's good to see you"
Anytime I turn around to find you there

It's this and so much more that make me love you
What else can I do to make you see
You know you have whatever's mine to give you
But a love affair for one can never be

If you love me let me know
If you don't then let me go
I can't take another minute
Of a day without you in it
If you love me let it be
If you don't then set me free
Take the chains away
That keep me loving you
Take the chains away
That keep me loving you
Loving you

Because life isnt perfect.

2010-02-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

Who would You go for , The One who means the WHOLE WORLD to you, or The One for whom you are the WHOLE WORLD, provided they are Both two different people ?

2010-02-14T01:07:00.001+08:00

Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing.

2010-02-10T12:12:00.000+08:00

Yi tian yi tian yi dian yi dian de ba ni san qu.

My new chapter of life..

2010-02-09T09:18:00.000+08:00

Lets move on!

Now tell me, can u forgive and forget?

2009-03-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

If you forgive her
you have to forgive her 100%
and if you forget
you have to forget forever
as in it never
never gets mentioned again

not brought up in an argue
not used as a weapon or a bargaining tool
or even an excuse
it just goes away.

Some people upset you so much in life
but some people just walk into your life
and make you a little sunshine.

I ll keep marching, until i find a better sunshine.

p.s. just to cheer up my little dead bloggie =)
All good all good.

CALL ME! CAN U? 0 1 7 2 8 8 1 3 2 7

2008-12-31T16:04:00.003+08:00

IM HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Thank god it feels soooooooo blessed to be home!
Homecook food, pleasant and lovely conversations!
Its soooooooooooo good be with the family!
Im soooo home!
hahahha!
Everything is just perfect!Weather is bearable!~
Face is fine!
Feeling thinner~
Malaysia smells GOOD!
Mum is prettier than ever!
My Chesmond is the most handsome little one in the world!
I LOVE ASTROOOOOOOOOO!

Despite the slowie connection?
I cant go on facebook aiyaaaa....

CALL ME CALL ME MY BEAUTIFUL GIRLS!
I dun hv ur contact numbers i cant wait to see u guys!!!!!

PLEASE DRIVE ME AROUND!

HUGSSSSSSSSSS!

Aiyo

2008-12-11T22:59:00.003+08:00

Im really lazyyyyyyyy....
Pat, look ur laziness spreads!
Im really sorry, sorry for not uploading any pics on my blog.
I really like taking pics of myself and other things but im really lazy to upload.
Im sooooooooooooo free everyday i hv nothing to do but still.....Im really lazyyyy...I dun even feel like getting outta my bed.
I ve been eating those instant pasta for days d.
Im too lazy to cook...
But dun give up on me ok, i promise there ll be a super long post with dozens of pics ahead!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

DONE!

2008-10-29T14:33:00.007+08:00

Phew! 2 sems r over just like that.
I thought i would be jumping high up the sky n scream like a 8 po but surprisingly i didnt do so.
I was feeling so tired but relieved after all.
Hey I did pretty good in these 2 sems lo i supposed, hv been a really good girl. I attended almost all tutes n did every single asg with the best i could n im happy with everything =)

This is where i stayed for DAYSS! One of our freaking advertising labbbs!

I like the colours of the tagboards! We used to pin up our artworks/ads on the tagboards and compared with the others.

SO FAST HUH!!
Im going back to malaysia in a bit! Cant wait cant wait!
Cant wait to go home n hug mama!!!!
Cant wait to spend time with my girl friends leh!!! Im so scared they get snatched away by the others while im not around in these 3 to 4 years! hahhaa i knw im really selfish but i dont think i can find anyone better to replace them so bear with this. huahua!

okok,
im gonna post a reallll update now!
hahha i know i ve been slackingg when it comes to blogging.

I hv never thought Melbourne would be so Malaysia. No to be exact, So Asia!
You can get almost everything you get in malaysia ( Even more choices n more convinient sometimes! but definitely more exp la.)

So the older generations are always so paranoid when their children are coming overseas to study and they will then ask the children to bring this la bring that. E.G- those chinese herbs, herbal tea and more.

Hey i tell you what, if ur coming to Melbourne, bring your cash and cheque will do.
Its so asian ok.
ok, 1 down, they dont bloody sell darlie here! WHY?!
(still can buy Darlie from some asian marts but not really.....refreshing..)
They even have Karaoke for us to cure homesick!

with polka dotted hygienic cover! Awww, isnt it lovely! <3>

Nice not?? Its salmon slices rice, its only 8.30 aud ( from japanese takeaway restaurantt!)

So yea, many japanese and korean snacks can be found almost everywhere in the city, unlike back home must go Jusco to get authentic Jap snacks with the killing prices. ( you know especially those GREEN TEA flavour snackss! WoOO!!!) Hahaha i shall stop it here otherwise it sounds more like an advertorial than anything else! Im not so commercialized yet, its all my opinions and what i have experienced thoughout these 8 months. And to be honest im starting to like it here!!!!

what hv i been up to?

I ll show guys rabbit on my next post!
Uploading pics eat up so much time lehhh!

WOAH!

2008-10-23T17:11:00.005+08:00

Again again, im updating my blog at the wrong time.
Freaking busy ok!
I ve been staying in the lab for days working on all my final projects and reports, well well its good to know that everything will be done by next wed. CANT WAIT TO GO TO BEACHHH!

I have a sudden "OHM" to blog bcos i haven been posting a shit since weeks. Feeling sorry to my ji muis that used to check on my blogs to get to know my recent life.

Im really glad that things r finally getting better. Really.
Thanks for the supports and everything. Thanks for being my listeners when i was so down.
(Mum was one of my listeners too!!)
I really treasure everyone of uuu!
At least i knew i was not alone after all.
Everything seems to be just perfect. Not to say really "perfect" perfect la, but its definitely better than last few months. Thanks to those scary assignments.

Im the noisy "ME" again! and my appetite seems to be working too fine wehh... just so you know i gained weight again!

Hmm. And FYI my new house that we hv been waiting for years its almost ready!
N i have been warning my mum since last 2 years that only my elegant pink could be painted on my room's walls or else i ll be fucking miserable to stay in that room!
CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!

Im really grateful to have a mum like her.
Im really proud of her and thankful for everything that she has done and contributed to this family!
My mum always gives us the best things in life =) Like the best of the bestss!
Aint she the best?
I would have be left in the night market and work for smelly butchers to earn extra money for my family if the mummy wasnt steady enough.
Super proud of her lo. I dun need a daddy at all.

Good things come in bulk!!! Praise the lord!

Sweetss!

UpDATES!
omg this is so retarded!
Im all alone in the lab now! ALL ALONE and the lauya sensor lights dont seem to detect my existence when im sitting down so i ll hv to stand up and wake around every 10 fucking minutes or else those lights ll fucking turn off! SO DISTRACTING!
ARG! Im getting so frustrated plus its already 10!

BOO!

2008-10-17T10:43:00.002+08:00

2 down! 1 more exam to go! hooooooray!
2 more hardcore assignments to be due at the mean time!
BUH!

Will update u guys the happier side of me SOOO SOON! =)
tarara!

FREAGGIN' BUSY

2008-10-07T23:36:00.003+08:00

You ve got no idea how busy i am. SOOO much work r waiting ahead.
I had 3 group meetings today and i stayed up till 11 pm in the lab AGAIN!
Yea yea its partly my fault cos some of the works r piled up since the 1st- 2nd week of the sem.
Whatever whatever, im trying very hard to do the best i can to make up for the past.
Gosh i cant stop yawning! I find this little useful trick when you have to stay up late u know just take a 3 mins nap if you are stuck or too tense. Just 3 mins and it works like a magic for me =)

This post is more like it ey =)
Off to bed lo!

xoxo.

=)

2008-10-04T01:28:00.001+08:00

My heart still beats.

Unbelievable.

2008-09-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

Jesslyn is so fucked up with everything.

=(

2008-09-25T23:01:00.001+08:00

I miss the alphabet goes after A.

Its time to spend.

2008-09-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

The great mum and the loving daughter both deserve LV bags.
Hmm..

The broken inside.

2008-09-21T23:56:00.002+08:00

My two thousand miles away had long gone. I missed it so much but i had to let it go.
Sometimes Love is not about owning the person, but to let go.
The decision made was so sad, but it was so right.

And the melody never fails playing in my mind.

2008-09-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

Ill be the sunflower dazzling under the sunlight again in 3 months time.

...

2008-09-19T08:57:00.000+08:00

By all means, just go.

When life isnt easy.

2008-09-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

Take all the broken dreams, the unfulfilled promises, the untruthful facts, the songs played, take everything. Go.
I have my yesterday, and my tomorrow is waiting ahead.

Thanks dude. U know who ur.
N the little girl, thanks.

Got tagged by Voon

2008-09-15T21:49:00.005+08:00

Name:
Jesslyn

Sisters:
MANY

Brothers:
2

Shoe size:
It can be 5, 6 or 7

Height:
157!* PROUD*

Where do you live:
Far far away in Melbourne =(

Favourite drinks:
Drinks can make me drunk yet not too bitter.

Favourite breakfast:
ROTI CANAI!

Have you ever been on a plane?
..What if i say no?

Swam in the ocean:
NOt yet.

Fallen asleep at school:
I always do=(

Broken someone’s heart:
YEA, my mum's particularly.

Fell off your chair:
Yer, i did. Pai seh lo.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
yes =(

Saved e-mails:
None.

What is your room like:
Ouuu.. scroll down the posts n u ll see it. IT IS MUCH BETTER NOW!

What’s right beside you:
Wall. Sad lo. Isnt it supposed to be my love? Ah. Whatever.

What is the last thing you ate:
Hmm.. Rice with some dishes n it was good =)

Ever had chicken pox:
TWICE

Sore throat:
Of course i have, like now?

Stitches:
Yu. NoT REALLY but cannot say "xx" or else devil will hear it so YES.

Broken nose:
Walau nose so flat how to break. Its humiliatting.

Do you believe in love at first sight:
Ya i do, i can fall for someone by his look very easily but of course comfirmed cannot last.

Like picnics:
love it love it! not in Malaysia or under HOT sun though.

Who was the last person you danced with:
Geee...I couldnt recall, i was drunk so bad.

Last made you smile:
One of my colleagues.

You last yelled at:
Chesmond the fat ass cos he bullied his mum.

Today did you talk to someone you like:
Someone i like? hmmm kinda.

Kissed anyone:
When? today? no wo.

Got sick:
WHEN!

Talk to an ex:
Haven.

Miss someone:
MAMA =(

Best feeling in the world:
Having so much cash to spend with my family members around the world.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals:
Thanks to EJ n YY, now i know what is it already. No la i dont cos those things collect dirt.

What’s under your bed:
Bajus.

Who do you really hate:
Itchy bithes n those guys who fall for bitches, fuck you all.

What time is it now?
12.35 am

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now:
Not at all, my mind is all about all these questions ahaha!

Do you have any siblings:
Eh scroll up n check.

Do you want children:
If it is fated to have a couple i dun mind.

Do you smile often:
YES, very very regularly.

Do you like your hand-writing:
Love it!

Are your toe nails painted:
YEs.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:
Mum's.

What color shirt are you wearing now:
Black

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday:
Was having dinner.

When did you cry last:
The break up.

Are you a friendly person:
Sometimes.

Do you have any pets:
I wish i had one.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
Honestly, im still looking for the person.

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?:
She means alot to me =) Friendship forever!

What do you think?:
Why r these questions soooo freaking meaningless.

Do you sleep with the TV on?:
Never, unless im filthy rich or thats an act of commit suiside.

What are you doing right now?:
Typing.

Have you ever crawled through a window?:
I think i did but couldnt remember when.

Can you handle the truth?:
Hmm, it really depends.

Are you too forgiving?:
No.

Are you closer to your mother or father?:
Definitely the one with bigger boobs.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?:
Uknow.

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?:
3 i think.

Do you eat healthily?:
Im trying hard to.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?:
Which ex ;p

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?:
Yes, i have.

If you’re having a bad day, who'd you most likely to go to?:
Hmm, friends? If its very serious, i might not tell the one i care the most.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:
I used to be loud when i was younger.

Are you confident?:
Hmm, not quite.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

-I was ten so i guess i was still sending love letters to my little bf.
-was sleeping in my very very early classes everyday.
-was adjusting our new lives without the useless dad with the other 3 loves(mum,bro,bro).
-was trying hard to make up lies so i can stay back in school after class to sneak to the mall=D
-I think that was the time I had my 1st couple of tortoises =)

5 snacks I enjoy:

-Chocolate is my all time favourtite.
-Cereal.
-Biscuites.
-Fruits.
-Indomee can?

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

-Buy myself a dozen of cute gigolos! XD
WEH-..- that was a joke.
-Buy a whole block of really luxury condominium, invite all my relatives and friends to stay in with a minimun rental so the mummy wont get bored even if her children are not around.
-Invite the family members to travel to whichever country they wish.
-Buy me n the other three loves US's citizenship. Can it be bought?o.o
-Last but not least, i ll SHOP until i become a millionaire.

5 of my bad habits:

-Bathe very late everyday.
-Cant get my work done until the very last minute.
-Get bored/fed up easily.
-I still sleep in class =(
-I can turn off as many as 3 alarm clocks n go back to bed.

5 people to tag:
Whoever that reads this!
U!
Its meaningless but fun =)

-Dead-

2008-09-13T23:09:00.003+08:00

I hv been working 6 days in a row.
I didn't do well in my tests.
My fab shorts is missing.
The weather is getting so warm now, totally like malaysia with warm breeze all the time. I HATE IT!
Got caught for using the public plug outside.
Paid shit loads for massage but didnt enjoy it.
My friend is sad.
Got humiliated for having a messy room.
Couldnt find the best bargain for room next year.
Hundreds of assignments r slapping on my face.
Slept only 7 hours in 2 days.
Pimples r visiting me all times.
Couldnt go clubbing on Fridays.
Diet plan failed.

So fucked up.

=)

2008-09-13T13:13:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrNoDUblAtE

Wanted to post the clip straight up here but the embed code has been disabled.
For tassie trip's updates check my facebooks pics.

xoxo.

IM LEAVING MELBOURNE FOR GOOD!

2008-08-27T21:28:00.003+08:00

IM LEAVING MELBOURNE..

I CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE.
TOO MUCH HASSLES. TOO MUCH WORK. IM TIRED.

I MISS MY FAMILY.

IM
Im....

IM LEAVING TO TASMANIA FOR A WEEK!!!
YAYYYYY!!
HUAHUAHUA, IM GOING TO VISIT MY BRO N HIS GF IN TASMANIA THIS SAT!
I LL BE BACK TO THIS GLOOMY CITY AFTER A WEEK =)

Im not going for holiday though, im planning to really work on my undone assignments n many participation tasks. Tasmania really is the place for me to concentrate on my work, Melbourne has too many distractions i really cannot get my work done properly la. Plus
its time to visit my brotha! Must see what kind of luxury life he is in now! hmph.

Cheers =)

I hate drawing =(

2008-08-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

I hate drawing so much.
My magazine advertorial was the only one that got rejected in my class.
SAD!
I dunno why the hell do we need to draw/design so much when we are not even in design course.
..
.

Because shopping never fails me.

2008-08-21T22:47:00.011+08:00

HIYAAAA!
Im back to my very own space again, I have actually removed my blog's address from my msn personal message, my facebook & friendster profile because i want to share my life with my friends only, not for busybody stalkers!

And today, im gonna present a very disgusting side of me to u all, friends, my is-gonna-explode-anytime-soon-tiny room. I decided to post this entry bcause I thought u guys might wanna ke poh abit about my pathetic life here n i really wanted to show what a real mess is! Girls, ur rooms r fine, freaking clean as compared to mine really C=

To all neat n clean freak, please bounce off quickly!

Be prepared!

kuakua, i know u very gan jeong, me too! Show u the very 1st pic i took by cotton 1st!

Cat FIGHT! WTH! hahaha.

The another young lady who looks like hantu is yiying =D ( she ll kill me when she sees this)

My all time favourite! Homesick can temporary be cured by it too =)=)

HERE U GOOO MY MESSSSS!

My study table n book shelves. I really think lady's room MUST have a HUGE make up table otherwise we WILL NEVER HAVE A proper place to study!

My 'Study table'.

My bed. The red square is my pathetic study table.

I got these cheaplak alarm clocks from Ikea for 99 cents each. Why four? Bcause i was so doubt of its efficiency n consistency n i was sooooo right! im quite regret cos during mid night the tic tac sound is soooo fast!

Look at the time on the different clocks. None of them was pointing at the same freakin time! I was soooooo dissapointed, couldnt even last for a freaking month weh.

My poor fan had became the place where i hang my clothes..

My pretty gloves. I still remember i fought with Don because of this gloves. He didnt know why must i buy such a pretty gloves when there were so many cheaper gloves at that store. Aih, Guys will never understand ladies.Simply a pretty thing can brighten up a lady's day, at least it works on me. Ahh whatever.

My shoe rack. I prefer wearing flats nowadays cos in Melbourne u really need to walk ALOT.

The mess behind the door!

The same old lappie of mine.. btw, the wine was good! i prefer white still =)

The fan =D I felt guilty after taking all those pics so i actually spent 2 hours to tidy up a little but the housemates couldnt see the difference. SHYT!

SIU YUN ZI is good =) a bit older liao can tell by her wrinkles. Ok not funny.

The group pic! Well actually its not too bad when u look at it properly, its just too many stuff!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaha, CHILL K.
I shall go off now.

NITE!

The untitled.

2008-08-17T12:51:00.003+08:00

If there is really something called UP and down in everyone's life, i guess im now having a deep deep depressing down life.

Im not good, im tired, im sick, im depressed, im not loved, i somehow feel im betrayed by somebody.

I dont feel good.

Looking forward to my rainbow after hundreds of rainy days.

Good-BYE iPhone, HELLO COTTON CANDY!

2008-08-10T11:29:00.011+08:00

I have soo sooo soo many things to tell!!!

I sold my iPhone for 400 AUD! woo hooo!!
N guess who did i sell it to? Donovan! At first i was so greedy i wanted to sell for 550 aud but since Don wants to buy it so much so i discounted quite a lot for him, FRIENDSHIP price!
haha very close to me so i can still see it although i ve already traded it for something else! Very funny lo whenever i sell something i ll surely sell them to the people around me, one great example: my CAR! Its with my cousin sis now arggg i miss driving!

And GUESS where did i splurge the money to? Told u i cant hold cASH, the money was with me less than 24 hours!

CAMUA RUAAA!

Happy happy! i ve always wanted to have my very own camera and finally i managed to buy myself a brand new camera!
I ve actually spotted a Sony camera 2 weeks before i bought this but i spent only 2 mins in changing my mind to Canon!

The promoter was damn persuasive lar, see how powerful and scary word of mouth is.
Anyway, Canon is a better camera after all =)

Full of happiness!

This was the one id been watching, i like it red, soo hot and outstanding! And i told myself must name it sweet chilli if i ever get it one day. The design at the back, however, was one of the reasons I didnt go for it! Look at the button in the middle. Ugly, like beer bottle's cap.

And This! is the one i bought! 349 aud including 2 Gb memory stick & pink pouch!
Dun dun dun tell me if u can get it cheaper k.
I like it very much n im very satisfied of this buy so far despite the color...
I hate pale pink la really, I chose to buy this color bcos i hate silver more.( 2 color options only.) But still, pale pink is not my type, so dreamy n little girl style.
But i promise it will not be the same as this the next time u see it!
=D I ll not hesitate to dazzle it as soon as i get my diamantes n time!
[ LOVE MY MAMA'S SONY CAM STILL =) ]

Another thing i dun like about this camera, see the side view of this! =.= The bloody lens is so annoying! I like flat flat lens better =(

How do u usually wash ur clothes?
By hand or machine?
Look at my beloved sock it was the pink socks sized but it shrink to ThaT size after being washed by machine. :S

MANY MORE THINGS TO TELL!!!
BRB IN 1 WEEK!

Dummy's iPhone!

2008-07-28T23:57:00.007+08:00

Hey hey, I realized iPhone has become many people's dream phone . I can see from my friend's post, n many people's wishlist (I did put iPhone on my wishlist too.)
In addition to that, the newly launched 3G iPhone in Australia is currently lack of stock.
But frankly speaking i dont think iPhone is good leh. Sorry to put u all down but i think Macintosh has successfully planted a very luxury/cool-peeps-must-have image in our minds. Even i myself got influenced badly by the trend n got myself a second hand iPhone.

Im currently using it n i would say it is not as fancy as u all think. SOOO ma fan weh!
Well it is fancy la ok interms of the sophisticated design, extra large screen and whatever u list it, but its not user friendly lo. =( This little thing failed me so many times.

The very first thing i hate about it is WE- as a pc users, have to install Mac's iTunes player to our pc in order to add songs into the phone. Dont you think this is very ridiculous, it is such a waste of time! Cant just click n drag? or copy n paste? n ME, who is still using window XP, have to install this latest version of quick time player just so it would work well with iTune. ?! ROARRR!

Secondly, well yeah touch screen is cool isnt it. Nowadays especially girls like to camwhore alot, guys i knw u all secretly do too, imagine if u spend so much time on adjusting the best angle to snap a pretty pic of urself n then only u realize u cant even feel the 'take' button! Why cos its flat touch screen how can u feel the place where you are suppose to press on for ur pic to be taken?! SEE yEA YEA iS so COOL that u cant even camwhore properly.

Funny lo. My lao ya laptop's storage capacity is so limited so i ve always wanted to keep my fav movies some where else. When i got my iPhone i was so excited, 8 GB weh, i thought ever since then i can keep as many movies as i want to. CANNOT AGAIN, it has its own video file format :S at least all those movies that i downloaded from veoh TV cannot be read by the phone. So again i ll have to install something to convert those movies into the right format then only i can keep it la. Its sooo much work, sooo annoying weh. Technically i can, but emotionally I CANT! Dont you start loving ur X brand external hard drive now? Until now i haven figured out how to convert it or what. I just cannot be bothered.

And now, im planning to sell it off so i can use that money to buy my self a NORMAL mp3, and a camera =D
NORMAL NORMAL WILL DO=]

All of the above are solely my own opinions, my own experiences, other people's point of view would most probably be varied.

GOOD LUCK IF U R BUYING AN iPHONE : O

~* UPDATES!*~
N u know what! U CANT DELETE THE SONGS U HATE IN THE iPHONE!
The only way to remove em is to plug it to ur pc AGAIN, n delete it in iTunes player.
Fun?=)

Happy Holidays CONT.

2008-07-25T12:43:00.015+08:00

Snowy Mountain was soooooooooooooooooooo cold. It was as cold as we were trapped in a huge freezer, the not very well-equipped us.

Its taken in the dark with flash, isnt it look like meteor?

Our footprints and tracks.

He got a little out of control when he saw snow. -.-

The frozen car!!

Very romantic shot. hehe.

Happy Don.

Happy Jess!

The snow stayed when the window was wound down.

The place was snowing sooo heavily, look at the amount of snow on my sleeve within a few seconds.

I know this is ridiculous but this was my gloves. None of us had worn a proper gloves. I think Uncle Goh caught me ss-ing la. haha.

The hotel where we stayed for 1 night. Can bargain one leh! At first she offered 320Aud then I kept bugging her n eventually we got a deluxe room for 230Aud =D sweet.

The balcony. The room view is awesome!

ME.

The breathtaking view. It was amazing, really.

The dead tree covered by snow.

My very 1st snowman n i!<3<3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Im looking so chubby, no la actually im that chubby in real life! XD So creepy he was looking n smilling at me.....yea he was a 'HE', named PETER Hiew! He was named after my surname!hahha =D

SOlo pic of my snowman. I made Peter with bare hands weh. Not even with the socks on. And this has caused the very 1st frostbite i ve ever experienced in my life :O

The happy family =)

Don n his baba.

Everyone was so amazed by the falling snow.
Don n Don' mama =D

The chain. Every car ( 4WD excluded) has to put on this kind of chain on the front tyres if they are driving in snowing area. You don wanna know how hard is it to put on this freaking thing. Uncle spent 2 hours but still couldnt manage to put em on. Stubborn chain.

We called him "the Angel". He actually stopped by and assisted uncle to put on the chains. And i , who was sitting in the car, took a candid pic of him=D
Angel Angel.

The frozen windows.

Bye bye Snowy Mountain =)

The sun light.

After Don's parents had gone back home, the house became quiet again.
2 days later, my phone rang in the middle of the night. It was a message from Chester(my bro) saying : URGENT! CALL ME ASAP!
My heart dropped a little bit when i saw it. I thought it was something bad and i was quite afraid to call. But of course i did call back la, n i was told that he ll be in Melbourne tmr! Sooo random! Well actually he had already planned everything la, he planned to come over to visit me once his results r out with all passed subjects (He insisted no pass no holidays so he didnt want to come any early before he got to knw his results. Freak.) , but he forgot to inform me pula. 0.o

It was a very short journey though, he was here for less than 5 days! BECAUSE!

BECAUSE
WHEN HE WAS HERE TO VISIT HE HAD SHORT OF BREATH & WAS SENT TO HOSPITAL!
(where is located right opposite of my apartment -.-)
WHAT A WEAK ASS!
We were soooo freaked out we thought he has heart attack/high cholesterol whatever CHOI CHOI decease! Thank GOD he is fine and healthy after all sorts of scary medical check up.

Hope he has learnt his lesson la (we reckon this attack is due to his lazy lifestyle & smoking habit.)

The welcome dinner cooked by Don and I for them.

Chester was playing with the iPhone. i hate it!Its so complicated n i hv no idea how to fully utilize it (like my friend does, she has so many funky applications, she is a genius!)

U might notice none of the pics has me but its a good thing cos i dont think u can take it when u see me. All the pics taken that has me was soooo fugly!

Chester. Cherry.

=( Miss them sooo much!

Thats all for the happy journey, its time to face the reality!
SO COLD! im sooo cold. Its freezing out there, its freezing in here too! Why is the weather so harsh la.
Its windy everywhere, winter seems sooooo gloomy really.

New post will be up sooner that u can imagine cos im drop dead sien here.
=D

HAPPY Bday to Donnie=)=)

2008-07-23T21:54:00.005+08:00

YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDU GOH!

Dons finally 20!! He still looks like one of those 16 years old moron though.

See im not gonna leave any loving message or whatsoever that might disgust u all cos he is the last person who checks my blog so no point putting up here la. Well anyway, we dont really sweet talk to each other since years ago i guess we have had enough of those haha i dunno, we date like old couple dating nowadays. Alright alright better pull me back before i go too far away.

Im sooo efficient i have taken the initiative to upload his bday pics on facebook and managed to post an entry for him right after i came out from shower cos i thought he would be happy to see his own bday pics. At least i would be happy if i see mine (My bday pics r still with him, i wonder when only he would willing to send me mine....since JUNEE WTH! look at my poor incomplete post down there! ) Anyhow, its his bday so he deserves to be happy lar. haha.

Heres some pretty pics of him=)
There r heaps more here.

Don =)

His specially decorated bday cake.
I know he loves unhealthy colourful sprinkle so i spoilt him for once on his bday.
Really unhealthy leh, its the combination of sugar + artificial colourings+ art. flavours! yeee...

I bet he had been greedy cos he took his time when making wishes!

7 of us @ Papa Gino's.

Thats all for his day!
CHEERS~!

HAppy Holidays=)

2008-07-20T12:25:00.017+08:00

I so wanna hold on the time so my holidays will never end just like that.
TIME FLIES LA! Im not ready for 2nd sem yet, lifes been really great in the past 1 month.

In this particular month,im growing fatter n fatter, skins getting fairer and fairer, pimples r getting lesser n lesser too! What a blessed holiday hahah.

If u have noticed my newly added facebook album, u would have seen the pics that r taken from Sydney and Snowy Mountain, and now im gonna blog about my trip=D

SYDNEY~ The journey was like this pic, warm, sunny, happy, and relax!

The yucky car bumper. I dunno why is it so but im told (by Don) that when the car is moving very fast, the bugs will just slam on the bumper and go straight to heaven. Quite pity ho. oh Yea, btw, we drove there. Uncle Goh ( Don's baba) rented a car for 2 weeks and he drove us all the way from MELb to Sydney! freaggin' 800++ KM weh!!

Well actually Don did take over his dad's place and drove for a while la haha. The ladies( Me and Don's mama) at the back were sleeping, eating,chit-chatting and not forget to go toilet everytime they stop to top up petrol.

The 1st attraction we went. Darling harbour.
My flat face and the view, Don is obviously not a good photographer lo, the notice board spoilt the view behind. aih.

Amy,me,Don,Uncle Goh and Aunty Patsy.
Group pic still the view taken is not so nice.
I didnt upload all the pics cos they r pretty much the same so thats about it for the 1st day.

Sunday afternoon~families gathering!

They remind me of the bumiputras back home who like to go for picnic at KLCC park.

The must have BBQ sausages and satay-like chicken. YUMMM~

This barbeque pan( i dunno what u call that) is gas operated and since it is public's so we need to pay for the gas to be lighted up. 1 dollar for 10 mins. Its not cheap but it is very useful and convinient lo =) ( U know last time we used to spend at least half an hour to fan the barbeque thing so it would burn up the arang.) Now, with the gas operated BBQ thingy, No mess anymore!Good one.

Waiting and drooling.

Many other dishes were there but i didnt take em all cos it was a little awkward for me to take pic while they started eating so..THEY EAT I EAT LO =D

This pic was taken a few months back, look at the number of pimples i had on my face, so saddening u know.
Dun get too shocked ok, Im fine now la, not so disgusting adi so dun ditch me bcos of that alright =B

We were putting on ance clearing mask n it can only be applied on the affected area! TAke a look at the difference between HIS AFFECTED area and mine?WTH?!

NOT FAIR LO.

My happy trip part 1 finished.
To be continued~!

Oh nooo, nightmare startss tmr!

One lesson learnt.

2008-07-19T13:19:00.004+08:00

Hi all,

Let me tell u a FILTHY secret of the 4 cibai angmohs that had dinner at Chinta Ria YEsterday!

Well i hv to admit that was my FAULT at first to have printed the wrong bill to them, RECEIVED their wrong amount of money at first. MY BAD MY FAULT OK.

They had a luxe dinner which costed 180++ aud and they paid only 113 aud for the wrong bill i gave to them. They then left the restaurant but still standing in front of the restaurant la. I was outside too to stack up the chairs and stuff as we were closing. not even a minute my manager came out, told them that they had the wrong bill, showed them the correct bill and asked if they can come in and settle the bill. They looked at the bill ( i bet their thoughts must be, oh shit, they founf it out! Now lets think of the ways not to pay the rest of the amount! YAY!) And my manager said " lei gao dim kui ah!!" to me and left me alone in the situation.

Four of them all together, they were sharing the bill which means they only need to pay not more than 20Aud per person to cover the rest of the amount. They chose to argue instead, I ve already apologized to them and sorted out the easiest way to pay the bill, still they didnt happy. There was a no balls guy in them, kept swearing and saying its not their fault, and Thus THEY DONT HV TO PAY FOR IT! BLOODY HELL i know it was my fault, i ve already admitted that and what i was asking its just to pay the rest of the money then ciao la! Wrong bill only ma, wrong bill doesnt mean they had the wrong meal RIGHT! They have no heart one seriously, they kept insisting that they dont hv to pay me, the restaurant i mean. THE FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE SENTENSE THATS BEEN REPEATED 10 TIMES IN A MINUTE BY TWO RETARDS IN THEM ' i dont think we need to pay cos we would hv gone by now, we hv already left the restaurant, its ur fault its ur fault! '

WHat a bullshit, U WOULD HV! but u guys r STILL standing IN FRONT OF THE RESTAURANT N WHY NOT PAY FOR WHATEVER SHIT U HAD JUST NOW! CHEAP SKATE!They really took the chance wei!

While one of the 4 cheapy cheapy skatess was about to pay( cos i saw him grabbing his wallet or may b he was just pretending cos he didnt insisit to pay at the end of the day) the bitch and the no balls kept brainwashing him not to!I even begged them to pay but obviously it didint work and they intended to walk away! I was so desperate I knocked the window glass of restaurant's to seek help from my manager, the minute i turned back to them they ve already walked away. What kind of people are they. I was soo mad i burst into tears the next second like a fucking loser.

I went back in to the res, told my manager they didnt want to pay in tears and surprisingly she said they hv the right not to pay!? She seemed to have expected the shits i just had out there. I dunno why didnt she tell me earlier, why didnt she come n rescue me lo, not to say rescue la i know im at fault but at least be there with me la, I THOUGHT SHE SAID WORKING IN A RESTAURANT IS A TEAM WORK?! She doesnt seem to bother at all. I was so upset at that time, couldnt stop crying u know. ( if u know me well, i rarely cry.) So i was crying while washing glasses and other colleagues were also there la, then my manager came in and said to US, " no point lo, now we all have to deduct OUR salary for that bill" and walked away. Talk cock meh, If i really let her to deduct i guess the others will hate me to death. Or may b this is just a tactic or whatever. Aih. I was so upset and im still sad when i think about it.

So many 'i should have BLAH BLAH' thoughts ran through my mind since yesterday night.

I should have checked the bill properly before i brought it to them.

I should have threatened them that i ll call the cops if they refuse to pay.

I should have risen my voice!

I should have chased them down the street when they were walking away.

I should have shouted when they were walking away! At least hold them on for 1 min by then my manager would ve came out.

I should have stayed calm but not begging them!So malu!

I should have bitch stared at them before they walk away.

I should have taken a pic of them!

ARG!

Its not the 60 bucks that i lost really. Aih.

NOW I REALLY WISH THE BITCH THAT HAD LATTE cant sleep everynight since the cup of coffee due to constipation attack and one day she will accidentally swallow the engage ring thats given by her fiance but too bad cant shit so cant take it out. THANK GOD With the assist of cheap plums and expired fruit juice finally she can shit but she cannot find the diamond thats attached to the ring! Because of this her fiance leaves her and there it goes her pathetic life! sei cheap auntylike fat chick doesnt deserve a good life!

I dun think i need to curse the no balls n friends cos they r pathetic enough to have no balls in their lives.

End of story.

So someone please drag me to church!!

2008-07-13T13:31:00.002+08:00

Im really thankful to have God protecting me, and the people around me.
I dont go to church since i came here. How bad right, sometimes i can really feel that God is walking away from me. There were a few times i would have gone but somehow i didnt make it. Whenever bad thing happens my mind will indicate all them back to my not holy life in Australia. Is that so? I dunno but i know i hv been a realistic dumb as whenever i need God, i ll go to him, yea only when i m in trouble. And he never failed me. However, there is this feeling deep inside my heart works like a tiny string that s pulling me back towards God, weak but determined, I swear i really feel it! Very funny feeling. Unexplainable. Haih.

WHy huh??

An Interesting one

2008-07-08T11:21:00.002+08:00

This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody get angry about that, because it was Everybody's job.

Everyboody thought Anybody could do it. But Nobody realized that Everybody wouldnt do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done!!

Cool? noticed it at the restaurant i work.
Enjoy =)
xx

OMG im old aint i?!INCOMPLETE!

2008-07-02T00:15:00.007+08:00

CONT.

Don and I =)

Suyan, YIling anf YIying.

After dinner, second round @ Suyan's place.

Drinkkkkk.

SHIT im already 20 Years old! 20 weh! tweeentyyy, sounds so old isnt it?!

my physical n mental r stucked at the age of 18 liao, caNT HELP haha!

ANYWAY, this is actually a post delicated to those people that celebrated my bday, both mentally n physically! THANKS people=)

Thanks for those blessed overseas calls, messages, sms-es, face-to-face greetings, wishes @ friendster as well as facebook! thanks!! hope it is not too late to say thanks now =) really appreciate every wishes, and surprises!

Guess who was the 1st person that called n wished me this year?

MY MUMMY!! <3 sweet =")=">

Thanks to Don, Kao, n Mona for the cakes n surprises!

Thanks to Don for the dinner, and the surprises altho i found out ur trick at the very last minute. haha.

Thanks to Kao n Mona ( FYI they r my current classmates) for coming by to my place altho the exams were 2 days ahead my bday =p

P.S. i know my bday had been quite sometime but due to the lack of efficiency of Don's tasks handling ( he is supposed to send me all the pics so i can upload em here but he doesnt seem to remember/ care about it. i ve been waited for so long , it can tell from the date of this post!) and therefore here u go my super late post with incomplete pics. LOUSY DON!

TO BE COMPLETED WITH PICS.

Im BACK! AGAIN! hehe!

2008-07-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

HEY YA!
IM BACK FROM SYDNEY!
This trip was kinda rush so i didnt get to tell u guys before i left(i went with don n his parents), anyway i will soon feed u all with hundreds of pics!SOON SOON!

n also i ll change my blog's layouts n colors a little bit, so sien la everytime i see "my life my pride" and grey pink theme haha.

Stay in touch with me yea =)
HAPPY LIFE CONTINUES.

P.S: pimples r healing! yay!
n Dara' ( FYI [for your information] she was my foundation course's classmate) in MELBOURNE! GONNA MEET HERRR UP ONE DAY B4 SHE leaVES MELB.!

Words only post.

2008-06-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

So dead leh my blog, gonna add on a chatter box soon, not now, very busy at the moment!

hooooo busy enjoying LIFE WEH~ muaaahahahhahahahha
SEE LIFE is sooooooooooooooo good without exams and
assignments <3
Pimples also lenyap a little bit lo ahahahaha.
Don's baba n mama are in town to visit! SO happyyyy! OMG they r just sleeping next to my room XD
Im really happy cos they make me feel like homE!!!!
not really home la but they make me feel ...MALAYSIAN?
ho, miss malaysian slang lo!leh lo lah!
Thats all thats all, will space out some time to update my bday post =)
omg, im sooo syiok sendiri mamuamuamuamuamuamua ; *

My everyday's activity: shop shop shop shop till i drop, shop again! XD huahuahua!
AND watching prison break SEASON 1 i knw im so outdated but stil i have to say this show rocksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss my socks wehhhhhhhhh! SUPER DUPER GOOD! go watch go watch!

Will be backkk HELL~ soon =)=)

BY,
happy shopaholic- jess. ;]

Random+ long winded post

2008-06-12T12:17:00.005+08:00

HELLLOOOOOOOO~~~~ im backkkkkk~

yiying ( my housemate) is now on her way back to malaysia, happily; Jesslyn, however, is being abandoned in the apartment by her own. How sad how sad.

Well, tats my iPhone~~!!I got it last Monday n it would be my bday present from myself for this year =) Ur 1st thought must be : walaueh, jesslyn is so damn rich a, buy this buy that, just in case my bro check on my blog, i have to clarify to my fellow mates that this aint a new iPhone, its a second hand phone n it has been brought in with only 350 $ =) i hv always wanted to buy an iPod Touch(397 aud) but not iPhone(600-700 aud) coz i knw i cant afford to buy it. But i was so lucky that i got a great offer and thats why im owning it now.

Heres the story, there was one week, we had a presentation n the topic was iPhone, thus, my friend borrowed his friend's iPhone so we could demonstrate n show off the phone during our presentation. When i first saw this phone, it looked so new n had zero scretches so i ask if he wants to sell his iPhone. I swear i didnt expect he would say yes but he did! He was like, yea, im planning to sell this n buy a 3G iPhone. He got this iPhone on Jan weh, not even half a year, what a rich guy. Anyway! I was so surprised n excited after knowing he wants to sell it to me with only 350 AUD~! ITS EVEN CHEAPER THAN AN iPod TOUCH LA, then my friends were like : buy buy buy jesslyn buy!! It was such a incredibly cheap offer how can i not buy it. N here it comes my iPhone. Great offer yea.

mine =) with the same polka dots background as my friendster profile's skin.

A few scretches at the back caused by me.

Another bday present from yarra tram, bloody hell! =...( i got caught twice for not having a valid ticket d la, i so wanna die now. MY good advice: Dun hop tram if u ever come to melbourne coz they r super smart they dont wear uniform nowadays, they act as if they r normal passengers, come to you n show u their bloody inspector I.D. like the TVB drama we watch n they have no mercy. I was super duper kiam siap but now i learnt my lesson d. I HATE YARRA TRAM STILL!

r u a pink freak?

Wear pink, buy pink, drink pink?

I bought this from pharmacy for its lovely color. Its label says it contains no ARTIFICIAL colors, preservatives and flavors but after drinking half a bottle i couldnt stand anymore cos its taste was super funny=> like medicine. Canto: leng yeh mou hou yeh. wasted 3 bucks.

Yesterday i had dinner with yiying, yiling, don, suyan for my early bday celebration. Thanks guys, it was really----- tipsy? hahahhaa! We had red wine at the restaurant, sparkling white at suyan's place and followed by red again! i didnt get drunk though =) I dunno whats going on with blogspot again, it takes forever to upload pics! geram lo. I ll upload more pics on the next post.

playing cards at su yan's place after dinner.

tipsy me -..-

su yan n i =)

posing with suyan's mini non stick wok~ AWWW cute =) smaller than my face lo :B

Thepersonwhomeanstheworldtome:happymummy'sday

2008-05-11T19:58:00.010+08:00

FOO. Must post an entry anyhow bcos today is mama's day!

I miss my mummmmm sooooo much la! you will never know how lost am i without my mama around. Back in the times when I was in Malaysia I had always shut my door close whenever my mums nagging me. I was sucha dumb bitch man. I didnt realize how much she meant to me until im far far away in Melbourne. I cant help but call her every 3-4 days to tell her how much i miss n love her. Not only she is playing the role of mama but also my father's and sister's. busy weh haha.

She is the greatest thing that God has given to me.

I miss HER.

I miss my mummy.

I miss painting nails for her.

I miss driving her wherever she wants to go.

I miss the times we go for shopping sprees.

I miss sitting beside her when she is watching 'yi nan wang'( a very long-winded hokkien drama).

I miss being her little assistant when she is cooking.

I miss bitching 8-po news with her.

I miss the days she showed me scary crime news when i came home late.

I miss her to bitssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

I dunno why am i writing this as i already knew she wouldnt be reading this.

Im so sorry to take u for granted.

SO sorry for coming home late. I know she kept herself awake till i came home.

So sorry for running away from home TWICE! sorry i will never EVER do that again!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

I really wanna thank her for listening to me most of the time.

Thank her for not giving us up. I know its not easy.

Thank her for loving us so much.

Thank her for being so strong in all times.

Thank her for making the best for us.

Thank her for keeping me company when i stayed up late for exams.

Thank her for sooo many more things.

Im no one without her.

Thanks mi, we will love u the most always, and forever.
IM GONNA HUG + KISS HER WITH ALL MY STRENGTH AND WOULDNT LET GO FOR 5 MINS WHEN I SEE HER IN DEC~! ARHHHHH CANT WAIT ~~♡

Happy Mother's Day♡

^ This aunty is not my mum la.
I find it very appropiate to my post so i just attached it along.

XOXO =)

Icyyy creammm

2008-05-08T21:07:00.012+08:00

When it comes to ice cream, Melbourne has heaps better ice cream than Malaysia i'd have to say. I had sooooo much ice cream since i came here! There is this street near my place called Lygon Street that has the best ice creams in the world! They have so many yummy flavors and there is no way to resist those bloody tasty ice cream reALLY!!

The first ice creams we had in Melb =D

Don, Jerry (HK), Yiying. The night was so cold that we were nearly freeze to death!

Don, Jerry. Jesslyn.

errr. :D

Mc' D's Sundae cone, Super milky and creamy! The taste is totally different from the ones we had in Malaysia but one of my friends said this superb taste is made of pork's fats. *puking*

Ice creams melting under the sun.

Few more scoops for the next day. The greenish one is GREE TEA FLAVOR XD

Don, Jess and Yiying. Don and i 's ice cream cannot be seen here =(

AGAIN ICE CREAM!!!! MUAHAHAHA. I
WANNA FILL YOUR SIGHT WITH ICE CREAMMMMMMSSSSS!

Jess, Don and Yang. But, where is the ice cream??

Here u go! Thanks much to Yang for those. I couldnt take the pic nicely but they are reallly really yummmmmm.

Jess, Yang, Don AGAIN. Ice cream Kaki-s :D
Thank you Don for those yummies =)

The most recent one! Jess, Don, Yeeling and Yiying! Thanks Yeeling for the ice creams =)

So yummy that Yeeling couldnt wait to eat!

Don's indulging expression got caught on camera.

How cold in Melbourne?

This cold. Look at this frozen Indo mee oil sachet wei.

Lovessss###

Random ones.

2008-04-29T21:41:00.006+08:00

Oh finally!!!! i got my 1000 words asg submitted!! Im feeling so good and thus this happy random post =)

Love birds! :D

Working hard in the library!

Our names in Thai.

playing with the light box.

My fav pic !

My niece, he is so adorable isnt he?!

Cheers!

Chinta Ria... ... Soul.

2008-04-26T14:11:00.008+08:00

hey hey! Im feeling soo guilty for not keeping my promise as to post AT LEAST one pic a day! Im just tooooooooooooo busy la! I sleep less than 6 hours a day which is darn torturing, weekends are occupied by lovely assignments and never mention the increasing pimples on my cheeks. ew. I have been working as a waitress since last 2 weeks @ Chinta Ria ... ... Soul Restaurant; its a Malaysian restaurant near St. Kilda beach!(See i miss Malaysia so much, work also work at Malaysian restaurant.) The restaurant is not as big yet the whole setting is just perfect. Passionate/lovely customers, helpful staff and cozy environment=perfect. Although its quite tiring at times but im really happy with it. =) HOWEVER! I dun like the t shirt given cos it is super tight and short; i have to be extra attentive everytime i wear it or my flabby tummy would be seen!ouch! i wanna lose weight!

Let's pass the talking to pictures cos im gonna work on another lovely 1000 words stock market report that has to be handed in on Mon, WOW~ So FUN! =S

My working place =D

1st floor, kinda retro and its freaking CLEAN!

2nd floor.

And finally!! My sweat and blood! <3

::Off topic pics::

The best damn eggrolls! Its green tea-flavoured~!

Last but not least, a must have sitting-on-clean-cut-lawn pic when ur studying abroad.
Its me and my classmate, Kevin from HK.

HAHAHA~ enjoy enjoy =)
XOXO.

My Precious Coin Box <3

2008-04-21T21:17:00.005+08:00

I bought this so-normal-wooden-box for $2 and now its the every-girl-wants-one pretty treasure box =) I spent hours decorating it huh! :O

OKAY, thats about it. I shall get back to work now :(
XOXO!

Yarra Trams in Melbourne.

2008-04-20T20:42:00.002+08:00

If u guys still remember, i got fined on tram in Melbourne. Usually

different trams will have different advertisements or warning notices to get passengers to buy ticket and this is the lamest one i have ever seen. NOT FUNNY RIGHT!

Cheers for the day =)

=D

2008-04-19T17:42:00.005+08:00

I promised myself to post at least ONE pic a day on my blog so it wouldnt look as dead.

Fair enough?

Its DONOVAN's public toilet at St. Kilda beach. Jealous lo!!!

HEY IM GOOD IM GOOD!

2008-04-13T23:51:00.004+08:00

Im not supposed to blog at this moment, at this very moment, where there is a 2000 words assignment to be submitted tommorow and i haven even reached the half of it. Oh im so pathetic. I didnt mean to neglect my blog but im forced to. I wanted to update my blog a thousand times but i couldnt make it. So many obstacles, too many. I even have a problem in uploading pics on blogspot.

I have hell loads of assignments to do, i can never finish them. One by one the assignments are ruining my supposed-to-be-happy life.

Australia doesnt sell Darlie. Yes, Darlie toothpaste that everyone is using in Malaysia and elsewhere. I was so happy when i found a Darlie that is made in Thailand one day at an asian supermarket.(the only place that sells Darlie) I was hell disappointed when it taste like cream instead of impressiong me with its minty sensation.

aih, emo post. Thats all for today.

=S

WTF?!

2008-03-01T20:10:00.002+08:00

Today is officially autumn and it isnt a good begining because my lips cracked and bleed when i was trying to smile at donovan! WTF?!

Im out of the city these two days =D

will update really really soon :D

Quick updates.

2008-02-21T23:14:00.008+08:00

P.S. Please bear with the low quality pictures because these are taken by a 2.0 megapixel phone.

Yea this is my bike, named dirt dawg. This bike is freaking expensive( 160 $ x 3=RM480) and the bloody store reduces the price ( 98 $x 3=RM 296 wtf!? ) a week after i bought it. Speechless lo.

My latest favorite snack. Super yummy!

Discovery of the day:
Venue : Australia, Melbourne, SxxEway Supermarket.
Date:22nd Feb 08

#1 This is so weird. I dunno why is Maggie so popular here but it is selling at an incredibly high price. Still there are so many people want to buy Maggie. Look at the cheap Indo mee goreng.

Thats all for today, Cheers =)

Unlucky day. Damn day. Bad day.

2008-02-21T22:21:00.011+08:00

His bad day.
He locked himself out of his apartment few days ago. He then came to my apartment ( walked about 1 km to my place.) with his 'wok chan' (spatula?) on that night. Im told when he was half way cooking he heard someone knocking his door so he went to look for it, he cleverly went out of his little apartment and the next thing he heard was a huge *boom*. His door was locked. By seeking help from his neighbours he got a pen, a piece of paper and a pair of thong.

He came to my apartment with this face and wearing the t-shirt i hate the most =S

yea,back to his apartment with my company because he wasnt sure if he switched the gas stove off.

He started to open his door with a card.

Using his full energy to open...

Getting tired already, took a break and munched few pieces of chocolates.

Continue trying.....

And He caught me taking pictures of him. Oppss.

Ignored me and kept trying.... ...

* still trying * look at the thong. He said he borrowed this from a malay guy. I dont believe lor, where got guys wear pink thong one, somemore its a polka dotted one. =S

MIXSTAR somemore! Confirmed that guy is gay or 'he' is a lady! a young one!

I was sitting aside quietly with this :D

At the end, Donovan still couldnt manage to open his door so we gave up trying and walked home.

My Fucked up day:
Its all due to my kiamsiapness, i got fined on the tram :S
Now i have to pay 160 $ (RM480). My mum would kick my ass back to Malaysia la!HELP ME! TT.TT

My buys :

The so called 10 minutes out of trouble mask for impatient person like me.

The story books i bought recently. 5$ each after cutting 75% of the original prices :D

Its Melbourne!

2008-02-19T21:49:00.017+08:00

This is going to be a long post and be prepared to see loads of pictures!

UPDATES:

Thanks to those sweet hearts who sent me off in airport. I didn’t cry, my bro cried though (Sorry bro.) I wasn’t too sad because I don’t feel like im leaving too long, like I ll be back after 6 days? But I knew it was something wrong on the first night I reached Aussie. So empty, so lost, so lonely, so quiet =[

Thanks to Pei San for the cool gift! Its SKL =] Though i cant try it at this moment but i will keep
it until the right day hehe.

Ma for the lovely pressie, message to her: omg I finally got it!

It is a CD, a CD with the greatest design in the world. muahaha. Its 100% hand made by her, with her words, with our pictures (Sook Fen, Ma and i), and a song lyrics, about the content, it’s all my pictures taken in her camera. (For your information, its damn rare for her to send me pictures, to be exact, she sent me only once in these 6 years.) Thank you so much lar. The design of the CD is soooo nice, so sweet ok!

17.02.07

Today is my fifth day in Melbourne, Australia. I miss Malaysia so much. Malaysia is a good place to live. Trust me. Despite all the unwanted semi-educated people in our country, Malaysia rocks wei! There is still 1 week to my O’ week, so basically I am trying hard to cope with my so called New Life here. During the first two days, my mates and I were busy looking for the cheap groceries and recognizing the roads. Who says people can’t get lost in Melbourne? (The tram is very confusing, and EXPENSIVE!!!) If the agent in Malaysia ever tells u that the tram in Australia is free for student, shoot her back with the word NAH, its sooo expensive! >.< The rate its like, two hour pass for 3.50$ which u can travel as many time as u can in two hour time. RM 10.50 respectively. Whole day pass would be 6$/ RM 18. And the bad news is we- as international students have no student rate for taking tram. Imagine if I take tram to college everyday, I ll soon become a broke ass. Therefore, I have bought a bike today. Hmm, like an hour ago. It costs my 2 arms and 2 legs but I think it would be the best way to survive in this EXPENSIVE city for 3 years with my very tight budget.

Its my helmet! I ll upload the pic of my bike asap.

Show off some pictures of my apartment before i proceed. It is quite awesome and it looks more like a resort than an apartment.

The corridor of my apartment.

My apartment's main door.

the toilet....

Toilet's sliding door without a lock!? wtf?! PRIVACY!!!!

The kitchen:)

Dining table and my tuala <3

My housemate. She did wear shorts.

Its my door with some lovely pictures. I cant lock my door DAMN! PRIVACYYYYYYYYY!

My bed. Pat! look at the bed sheet :D

My study table, wardrobe and book(FOOD :]) shelves.

one thing i hate about this apartment is the 90% carpeted floor, its not easy to clean it la.

The only patches of tiles.

*So im rotting at this place everyday*

18.02.07

I think god is punishing me for saying Australia’s summer is not so summer. I did say it 3 days ago, and the weather is freaking hot now. SO SUMMER! Don’t make complaints about Streamyx because I think it is so much better than Aus’s internet services. I have only 5 GB to spend in a month or I ll get charged at the rate of 0.15 cents per MB after the limit. Super mean. It makes my life even more miserable here. Everything is soooo expensive here! Everytime I buy something I need to really stand still and think twice before I reach the cashier. Forget about buying nice clothes here, basic needs also nearly cannot afford already. I NEED A JOB BADLY!

I had a mango, an apple in this morning, a cup of hot chocolate for lunch, and I feel like eating rice tonight!

19.02.07

HOT!!!

I went to Victoria Market and bought loads of fruits because fruits are the cheapest edible stuff you can get in Aus, cheaper than drinking water to be exact. I snapped some pictures of the butcher’s stalls. I must say its very clean! However, don’t mess with the variety of meats in it. Even MR kangaroo is edible in Australia, I m not sure about Koala.

Clean enough?

Its an air-conditioned market and it is so freaking clean. T-T

I need to be pampered with some good food tonight. I had enough of Heinz can food. XOXO.

Back. I had Indo mee with crabsticks for my dinner. Aiks. I thought I would have some romantic dinner or whatever. But it didn’t happen. Well, it tastes yummy anyway. Took a picture of this when I passed by the car. Australian can have their number plat without numbers.

Like this.

Cool right? GANAS tim. I even saw L1OVEU car plat lo. So jealous. -.-

my planner for 2008 XD

GONNA UPDATE REAL SOON~

Yay!

2008-02-05T20:33:00.011+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming real soon! Cant wait to get ang pows la!!muahaha =]

I have been really busy these days! i spend almost every day and night to meet up friends. Different friends la. Im out of time wei! Sad! Choi! not out of time la. Im leaving Malaysia like 6 days after. I am feeling quite guilty because I didnt spend much time with my mama. Yo. I ll definitely miss her the most when im in aussie. ToT

Back back back.
26th Jan 2008, Saturday.
Girls night out~~! not really girls night out la actually. There are a number of guys also. We made a really big mistake! We went to Maison on the Sat night! It was incredibly quiet man! Too bad. Just a few half-drunk fatties dancing in the dance pool. Too bad wei.
Anyway, We rocked the night :D haha, we really enjoyed ourselves( Syiok Sendiri :X) and thanks to Shan for giving me her first time XD
She never drink, never club k, should have taken a pic of her drinking liquor XD

My lovely lou poss! <3<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_WL5Ie6aQ2Kg/R8Lc4YLs2oI/AAAAAAAAAL4/dBojIGpxPGs/s1600-h/DSC02010.JPG">
Around 3 am @ Maison.

My best buddy ever =)

The sweetest girl i have ever met :)

The group pic. Super blur! :S

I went to Genting Highlands last weekend with en chyi and pei san ( My best friends since i was 10. Freaking 10 years friends and we are still very well keeping in touch!) Three of us planned to travel somewhere by ourselves long long time ago n eventually we did it before i leave! Just three of us without boy friends. So independent! *proud* The weather was not so cool though. We spent whole day talking, eating, laughing, shopping, shopping, laughing, eating and back to talking. not forgetting snapping pictures la of course.

Haha,what can i say, Its girl stuff la =)

Chyi and i, retarded heart shape XD

San and I.
( still insisting on doing heart shape :D )

Just three of us =]

To all my girls:
Thanks for being with me for soooo many years. Without you all my life wouldnt be filled with laughter. Thanks dears. I believe friendship never ends! Stay in touch ok!

With loads and loads of love,
Jesslyn.

Farewell Dinner!

2008-01-26T13:22:00.001+08:00

Finally im here to update what was happening last Friday.

=p
Last Friday I had a really awesome bye-bye dinner with my classmates. NO! Its EX classmates already. So sad!

Patricia and i reached Sunway a bit too early so we picked up voon voon and took the chance to take pictures in pat's car!

In Pat's car.

We had steamboat at Yuen's! I finally got the chance to taste the long known chicken wings and its yummy!i ate 6 in a roll gosh!

I heard so much about the chicken wings! Many friends told me the the chicken wings are irresistable! I couldnt believe the power of marinated honey chicken wings until i saw it myself. The people there are damn kia su la, they could just patiently stood in front of the empty plate (which is supposedly fill with chicken wings) and waited for the next round to come. When the newly barbecued chicken wings came, they just grabbed as many/fast as they could. The scene was :S. Chill la people.

We werent a part of it. We were eating peacefully while watching them, muahaha. You might ask, but u just said you eaten 6. how did u get them? **s-e-c-r-e-t** hua hua! No la, actually some of us went quite early so we took alot! :D

The benefit of being an early bird =]

Chickie chickie wings!

Seafood feast! Its all CRABS!!

Sin, Pat, Jess 1, Voon, Jess 2, Don= Group photo~

Patricia, Jesslyn and Yan Sin.

Voon bought me a comfy top and a pair of heart-shaped earrings.

She said the hidden meaning of the heart-shaped earrings is i ll always be in her heart.

Sweet talk huh! xD

These are what i got from patricia. Isnt she too sweet?

My heart melted when i first saw them!

Its a hand-made photoframes with our pictures ( long one) and a polka dotted bedsheet~AWWWW.

The other side of the phoroframes, full of her words!

People would think we are lesbian wei.

Anyway, Love her still!

Note: Im leaving Malaysia in 11 days time. hur. Sad.

Whats up next??

Girls night out! 26th Jan 08.

Back From HK!

2008-01-25T00:56:00.000+08:00

Yay im finally home!

I was in HK in the past few days and it was the first time i experienced winter in my life.

The winter in HK is not like what we always see in TV, thick snow and full of snow flakes lar. Its just like Genting Highlands' weather, a slightly colder at times.

I thought winter is good for skin. I mean, during winter, the air is cooling so the chances for us to get sweat is very much lesser, when we hardly sweat of course our faces wont get oily that easy. Thus, the skin will be in a very stable condition.

I was totally wrong man. the damn wind is damn dry and i dunno how but my skin gets oily too easily. OILY + DRY SKIN, can u imagine? no not combination skin. The skin was totally dehydrated.

ok, forget about the skin thingy, summer is the best :D

We didnt follow the typical tourist trip like we used to because we had my brother's gf( she is a hong kee, damn pretty.) to guide us throughout the journey.

Overall this trip was so-so only, not really fun.

HK Disneyland is so----------disappointing!

I guess i was putting too high expectations on it. Despite all the adorable cartoon characters in it, Genting highlands is better :D ( OMG I saw all the princesses! Sleeping beauty is the prettiest~! muahaha, no prince though.)

Also, it was too crowded! We went on Tuesday ( weekday, no its not peak season yet), its a damn working day but it seem many people dont need to work. 99.99 % were asians. Chinese from China ? 99%.

We only managed to take a picture with Goofy ( We queued for it! It was the shortest queue so we went for it.). Mickey, Minnie and Pluto were too busy entertaining other people.

I was quite surprised when i found no thrill rides in it. Such a waste. Or may be Disneyland is meant for childen below 12 years old and parents only. =[

Anyway, the fireworks was awesome!

I got super excited when i found the hidden Mickey logo in Disneyland. haha, lovely.

Let pictures end the talking:

The four passes with different cartoon characters.

:D goofy

The princesses on the ride.

Jellyfish.

The Slippers with Mickey logo in Disney Hollywood Hotel.

Cheers!

This is sooo random!

2008-01-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

I am having holidays until the 13th of February but it seems i have not spent my time wisely.

I am soooo lazy. Im not motivated to do anything. Aw. Lazy.....

...

I never had a good full breakfast since the begining of Dec 07.

I am hungry.

Only chocolate and me. Beryl's milk chocolate is the best chocolate i had. I dont like the ones with raisins though. The ones with almonds are way better.

I think its time to tidy up my room but before I get things started, I took some pics of my room.

WOW, what a messy room!

Please shut down if you are easily offended.

My study table:

My chair says:

Its Wednesday! Cheng haw will be flying to Adelaide tonight. Bye bye and all the best k =]

I should have started packing up my stuffs days ago but im just sooooo lazy.

The evil looking luggage bag.

THAT IS ALL FOR TODAY.

Im going out with my brother to ta pau KFC fried chickenssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss for dinner!woot!

p.s. Tomorrow only I'd tidy up my room. :D

Is honesty the best policy?

2008-01-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SOLELY MY OWN OPINION, DON'T SHOOT ME!

Im not very into politics but this news is so upsetting. Our former (he has quited all his posts!) health minister Datuk Dr Chua is forced to quit all his posts due to the sex tape that being revealed to public!SO SAD. He is already 61( He is old enough to make love LEGALLY already.) and he has not made the sex tape himself leh. Some people are trying to harm him man. OK, if you say he should quit because he is not loyal to his wife? His wife has already accepted his apology and anyhow, this is his own family affair ma( You will never know his story). Nothing to do with his job right. Anyway, I shall stop now before it gets too controversial. Im just so sad when i saw The Sun paper quoted his saying," After 61 years, I've learnt a lesson that honesty doesn't always pay."

What makes Jesslyn?

2007-12-30T14:27:00.000+08:00

What makes me?
My name is Jesslyn Hiew Zin Leng. Stop asking me is Jesslyn written in my birth cert and identity card or not, the answer is YES LA!

I find ironing clothes is very fun! =D

Im leaving to australia in 1 month time T.T mm seh tak!! What to bring hah?

I miss my 8718 ( Its my car).

I like to eat fruits! Whatever fruits will do.

I dont like mee hoon especially fried mee hoon. So dry.

I have soooooooooooooo many pillows and bolsters in my bed. Five pillows and three bolsters respectively. Oh and another one lip-shaped cushion, two heart-shaped pillows, a bone-shaped one,one more puppy head pillow.

I do buy Cleo almost everymonth but i dont think it is interesting. The contents are somehow boring and wordy. I still continue buying it because it is cheap( RM5.60 per issue) and thick( at least 1 cm thick). FEMALE is way more interesting than CLEO!

Totally hate sticky feeling! yucks!Despite the sticky feeling that causes by the wind and sea water, i think im badly in love with beach!

I dont keep my nails long.

I hate hamsters. They were once my pet but I gave them all to my friends. They were so noisy, smelly, hyperactive(they actually climbed like monkeys and opened the cage door like human.), couldnt stop running around, couldnt stop breeding (The cruel hamster mama ate up her own babies she just gave birth!). And most importantly, they bit me! So not cute.

I like to take pictures of myself and my friends! No i dont edit photos in Photoshop due to my poor editing skills and laziness.

I hate talking to strangers ( phone, instant messaging, face to face and whatever kind of communication.)

I cant hold cash la. I ll spend them off once i have them. =[

If i had the chance, i want to be a guy! Dont want to give birth la, so painful. Somemore have to do breast feeding?! omg. Forget it man.

Im very,very forgetful. I seriously think that my brains are all occupied by the knowledge in learnt in primary, secondary,tertiery schools. No more spaces for other stuff already.

I have [-----------------------------------------------] that much of patience only.

I love green tea flavoured ice cream!

I dont like to wear specs and I hate putting on contact lenses but i have to=[

I had once suspected myself as lesbian. [ I enjoy kissing my girl friends! just a smooch on their faces la.]

I love milk chocolates. But chocolates harm my skin.

I like rainbow color! Its not that i really like the combination of rainbow color la, i like it because of the colors in it like red la yellow la blue, green, purple and so on. Its easier to say it as rainbow color. =] No, i dont really like pink.

Im still looking for the best way to cure my pimples( very stubborn ones).

No la, not going anywhere tonight although its the last day of 2007. Im still not ready to become a sardin fish yet.(why sardin? Because everyone will be out tonight so everywhere will be crowded like hell. :S)

okok, thats all for today! Bye, 2007.

Told u all time flies. See! see u guys next YEAR! XoxO~

I love my drama queen, forever and ever!

2007-12-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

All of a sudden i feel so lucky to have a mummy. (This sentence is like hanging but i dunno what else to write.) Not an ordinary one, but extremely dramatic and special one. Please allow me to praise her from the top to the bottom here.

She is a little meaty like i do ( She claims her waist was only 23 inches when she was at my age, now 28-9 inches i guess wahaha.) Has a real fair skin which doesnt inherit to me *ARGGG* And she is totally into Organic Food! organic vege la, organic chicken la, organic mee hon, organic soy sause, salt, sugar,AJINOMOTO (she insists it is flavoured mushroom powder, no harm to health), TEA, etc etc and recently she wants to try on Organic fish too!

Well, she has short and hot temper. Sometimes her mood swings more than 360 degrees but overall she is ok. She gets pissed off once we turn the TV volume a slightly higher and she'd rather read the subtitles if she cant hear than turn it a bit higher. Weird but bearable. She is kind of perfectionist, must get things done perfetly and quickly which often causes her in stress.

She can be jumping around like a small kid when she is happy. Not mummy at all but i love her still. She enjoys to be pampered and loved at times so as her children we do pamper and show our loves to her regularly. Like hugging her in her bed but always get kicked off by her ( only me and my younger brother will do this trick), but we truly know she feels happy deep deep inside her heart for having such loving children. I JUST KNOW! XD

I love her because we share our clothes together-gether! Although our age gap is almost 30 years (she'd slaughter me alive if she sees this, age has been a sensitive issue for most women, including her.) but we do share all the time! ( To be more specific she grabs mine most of the time =p) I just like the way she teases how bad my taste is when i buy new clothes and show them off to her but the next day she'd secretly sneak to my room and wear them to her office proudly. How cute =]

I love her because she just worth it! She works like hell everyday ( Mon to Fri only!) from dawn to dusk to earn money so we all children can study freely and happily. She can scold us(especially me) for lame and unacceptable reasons mainly because she just wanna release her stress. I used to be sad and defensive but now I can understand better. Its not easy for her to raise up 3 children by her own. So, scold me please mama!

I love her because she is a pro in nagging! She can nag non stop for 2-3 hours which is really overwhelming! Undeniable, it works for us! As a result( the latest example), I ll not forget to switch off the air-con switch whenever i leave my room, Chester will definitely clean up the rubbish bins before he leaves the house and chesmond will change the mosquitoes mat at 8.30pm everyday! SEE!

OOwh my one and only mummy! WORDS cant really describe my LOVE to you!
But i just wanna say i LOVEEEE u!

P.S- THIS MUMMY is dedicated for Chester, Jesslyn and Chesmond only!

We love you=]=]=]
I love YOU=]
MY friends love u too!!=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]

Happy P.D. Day!

2007-12-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

I went to Port Dickson ( P.D.) with my high school mates on Christmas Eve. I was excited to the max because i guess the last fine time i went to P.D. was like 16 years ago? Im not sure either. Anyway, it was really fun and memorable! I couldnt stop laughing by having them around. All of us ( Except for the love birds and a friend who got drunk by drinking a cup of Carlsberg.) just simply sang a Christmas song when the clock struck to 12. Despite the emotional rain and the dirty sea water, everything was pretty perfect!

The Sleeping Beauty

The girl who can just fall asleep anytime, anywhere.
1st evidence : in the car.

I was trying to disturb her but failed.

Enjoying her nap. ZzzzZZz.
Venue: the living room.

She was about to sleep again! ZZzzzzZ.

I m the first from right! Tried my best to reach uphigh but still i couldnt show my entire face-.-

BBQ!!! Yummy yummy but the heat was terrible.

ALL of us!

Shoutout: My baby powder is finished*frown* Its really sick without it tapping on my armpits after bathe because I get too used to it (Im doing it everyday since i was born). The worst part is i got no transport to get a new one. HOW POOR! And i just made a promise to myself that I MUST GET A NEW ONE TOMORROW NO MATTER HOW!

Credits : Xia Xue the blogger queen makes my day!

Buh-bye My Beloved 8-7-1-8.

2007-12-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

As the title shown, MY CAR IS SOLD!

It was expected to be sold soon but i didnt expect it would be that fast, like 3 days after i suggested my brilliant thought to my mum. It just happened so fast that when i realized my car is gonna be apart from me forever and the next second i saw my uncle drove it away. My god. The feeling was...suck!

Honestly I didnt really like my car because it was my brother's car and he passed it to me when he went overseas. The colour of it is greenish grey which is not-so-cool and it had always dries up my wallet to fill its big petrol tank. But whenever i think of the days i drove to college everyday, the moments I slept in it with the-doors-all-locked at petrol station, the times when i nearly bang other cars but it didnt happen because of the powerful brake, and many moooore make me miss my car sooooo much!

I wonder how am i going to survive without it.

Special Discovery of The Day:
Date:19th Dec 2007
Time: Afternoon
Venue: Am Bank (Kajang Branch)

I found something really S-W-E-E-T in Am Bank today.
Its Am Bank's sweets! All the sweets packed with AM Bank's logo wrappers and guess what in it? Its Mentos! !Aw, happy =]

I am back~

2007-12-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

Phew~ I finally switched my blog from xanga to blogspot but sadly all the old entries cant be moved here. I cant think of any specific topic to write in my first post so i decided to post a random one.

#1 Time flies, I just finished my foundation course and hence i am having long holidays.

#2 Things Im dying to do during holidays:
- Go shopping! ( Cant wait to buy things but im lack of cash and so thats it. )
- Find a part time job, preferably events and roadshows jobs, anyone pls?
- Go get a nice story book to read.
- Have a drink with Hui Shan and Sook Fen, we've been talking about it since September =[
- Trim and dye my hair in shining Black colour.

#3 Christmas is coming! Im so happy because christmas songs will be playing everywhere.
I just loooooooooooove christmas songs so so much~!

#4 Baby Love by Nicole Scherzinger rocks! This song makes me feel like im in love again =p
No la no la. she is just too awesome~*heart*

#5 I miss the potluck day we had in Dara's farm. The first and the last outing i had with FICM-ers. And it was fun!* appreciate*

#6 I now pronounce my blog, www.imjottingdown.blogspot.com is officially err... created and updated!

*yeeeee- grin*